Oh Crap!

OK. It pains me to post this.

206.4

WTF?

I really hope that spring will spur me back towards healthy me. This is ridiculous.

Read a cool post over at Ben Does Life. Guy went for a 17 mile walk. Why? Well he heard a cool song. Sounds like a good reason to me. 6.5 hours later he was done. This man has been on fire since January. Very cool.

I have been going through my photos to remove duplicates and hopefully back them up the CD etc. I came across a photo of my scale from last year. It was 183.6. Stupid me was unsatisfied with that at the time. Man. If I could time travel back and slap myself I would. 183.6 is much better than 23 pounds heavier.

Anyways. There is the ugly truth. Only place to go from here is down. Well, really clearly I could go up if I don't stop this bull shit. I will not let that happen.

My current weight is pretty much my worst ever. My worst ever is about 208 something. Close enough. I don't need to get any closer.

Doesn't it suck to undo all the hard work you have done and not even know why you did it?

Thurs Feb. 26th

201

Not making an effort obviously.

Feb. 5th Weight

Same weight as last week. (201)

Had 4 good days of eating and 3 not so good.

Seriously need groceries but did not work on Monday so have had to work Tues - Fri. and have not dragged myself to the store after work.

Getting sick. Have chest congestion with cough and now sore throat. Damn.

If I put my mind to it I could be in the 190s by next Thursday.

Weigh In - January 29th

OK. I am on the healthy wagon. Eating reasonable amounts. No junk. Doing my exercise.

Last week: 203

This week: 201
BF: 41%
BMI: 30.2

Nobody get excited until I get back to the 190s.

182 is my magic number of 'new weight'. I look forward to being there again.

Monday

Did pretty well with my eating today.
I am pretty happy with that.
I have no real plan.
Just trying to be conscious of what I am eating.
I know a plan would help but I am stubborn at this point.

Thursday Jan 23rd, 2009

Back to 203 on Thursday. Today (Friday) as I write this I am down to 202.

I have no comment.

Will post again with next Thursday's weight.

A comment from Zurple

zurplemoon said...

whats stopping you from success?
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Hmmm... Good question. I am trying not to think of how far I have fallen. I am uncomfortable when I sit. Truly a spare tire.

I could list various negativity that got me here but essentially nothing is stopping me from success. I will follow my exercise schedule for my big event in June. I will do my bet to eat healthy and not excessively along the way.

I am on my way. I will succeed