Clinging

Clinging to the hope that I can get a hold of myself. I feel strong today but how will I feel tomorrow.

I weighed myself on Monday and was utterly shocked. Not sure why I thought I was invincible but clearly I am not.

I have never seen this number on my scale. Ever!

I don't even want to share it here.

Anyways... I am clinging to hope. Step 1 is to stop gaining.